All I Want Is You

A brilliant, aloof lawyer, Phin Younger has focused solely on his career and on helping people less fortunate.

Living his life without romance? He’s just fine with that. Phin knows all too well how relationships make life messy and complicated.

Until the day Emily Lassiter begs Phin to help her teenage brother. Beautiful but as fierce as a lioness, Emily is like no other woman he’s met.

Suddenly, all of Phin’s plans to avoid romantic entanglements are thrown out the window the moment he sets eyes on Emily.

A former model, Emily now struggles to make ends meet for herself and for her teenage brother Josh. When Josh commits a crime that could put him behind bars for years, she turns to her brother’s court-appointed lawyer, Phin Younger, for help.

But Emily never expected that her brother’s lawyer would be young and handsome. And she definitely never expected that Phin’s kiss would heat a need inside her that soon transforms into a conflagration.

When these two can no longer deny their feelings for each other, an embittered rival of Phin’s threatens to destroy his career, dragging Emily into the scandal.

Now these star-crossed lovers must overcome the fears that hold them captive—or face a future without the love that could set them both free.

Sighing deeply, her feet aching from standing all afternoon and evening, Emily Lassiter glanced at the clock on the wall of The Dine in Five and wanted to sigh all over again.

She still had two hours left on her shift.
Normally her waitressing shifts went by quickly, but tonight there was a dearth of customers, which meant there was only so much work to do. Her boss, Lawrence, had already sent two other waitresses home. Emily was just glad that she got to work tonight—she needed the money rather desperately.


“Your table wants more ketchup,” said Lawrence as he passed her in the hallway.

Middle-aged and married with three kids, Lawrence had been like a father figure to Emily ever since she’d gotten this job two years ago.

When he looked at her pale face, he added, “You okay, kid?”


Emily forced herself to smile. “Fine. Ketchup, you said? I’ll go get that.”


Lawrence looked like he didn’t believe her, but thankfully his phone rang, effectively distracting him. Emily went to the kitchen and grabbed a full bottle of ketchup.
The table in question had four guys about Emily’s age—four guys who’d been ogling her since the second she’d taken their orders.

Emily was no stranger to male attention, something she both loved and hated for various reasons. Hated, because men tended to see only a pretty face and nothing else.

Loved, because it had opened doors for her to become a model. Unfortunately, her few years of modeling had gone nowhere, and now here she was, waitressing and scraping together a living for herself and her younger brother, Josh.


“Here you go,” she said, setting the ketchup on the table. “You guys need anything else?”


One guy with a buzzed head and cleft chin eyed her up and down. Emily restrained from crossing her arms over her chest when his gaze lingered on her breasts.
“You work here long?” the buzz-cut man asked. “I haven’t seen you here before.”


Emily barely stopped herself from rolling her eyes. “For a few years. You guys enjoy your meal.”


Emily was tempted to tell Lawrence about this group, but she was tired of going to him when a male customer hit on her. Sometimes she blamed herself for the attention. Had she smiled too much? Given some kind of hint that she was interested? She always made certain to be polite and friendly, nothing more, but a niggle of doubt always bloomed inside her.


Her customers now occupied with eating, she stepped outside into the cool night air for her break. Although it was July in Portland, the nights edged toward chilly sometimes. Emily wished she’d put on her sweater before stepping outside.
But the cold disappeared from her mind as she began to calculate on her phone how much she’d already made tonight, adding it to the running total for the week.

Tonight being so slow meant she’d make a lot less in tips, and when she saw the final pathetic number on her phone’s calculator, she wanted to cry. She was already on thin ice with her landlord as it was.

The last three months, she’d paid the rent late, and he’d warned her that if she did it a fourth time, he’d evict her and Josh.
That was the last thing she or Josh needed.

Her younger brother, who had just turned sixteen, was both the love of her life and the bane of her existence. After their mother had died nine years ago, their father having passed away when Josh was a baby, Emily had become more of a mother to her brother than a sister.

Josh had been a sweet, shy boy, interested in building trains and not much else. Within the last year, he’d not only shot up in height, but he’d gotten involved with a group of boys that had brought him nothing but trouble.


Now her sweet baby brother was an angry teenager who skipped school, smoked, drank, and refused to do anything Emily told him to do. Just that morning, she’d gotten a call from Josh’s high school, telling her that he was practically failing everything except physical education. If he didn’t do something to improve his grades, he’d have to redo eleventh grade.


Emily rubbed her temples. She couldn’t even help her brother with his grades, considering that she hadn’t graduated from high school, either. She could barely even read, although she’d done her best to keep that a secret from everyone, including Josh.


She could always do those photos for Landon, her ex-boyfriend. Landon had promised her a hefty sum if she’d do nude photos for him. Emily had always told him no, not because she thought posing nude was wrong per se, but because that wasn’t the type of modeling she wanted to do.

She preferred modeling clothes, not her body. It was a different set of skills, anyway, the ability to show off a dress or a top, versus showing off everything that God had given her.


But right then, she was tempted to take Landon’s offer. What did it matter, anyway? She needed the money, Landon had the money, and it’d be a quick way to get it.


And yet, she hesitated. Maybe that made her stupid, but right then, she’d prefer to be stupid than go against her own principles.

Smiling bitterly, she realized that a person could only keep to their principles for so long until they were hungry enough not to care.
Emily took another deep breath, then another, trying to center herself. She couldn’t break down right now. She needed to keep smiling so she’d get good tips. And if she was good at anything, it was making people feel at ease with her pretty smile and melodic voice.


Returning inside the diner, she cleared plates and brought checks to the group of four guys.

Emily hoped that the buzz-cut man would give up on getting her number, but when she came back with their receipts to sign, he said, “You got a boyfriend? Because if you don’t, you should give me your number.”


She could smell alcohol on his breath as he leaned toward her. She took a step back as she shook her head. “I’m taken,” she lied. “Sorry about that.”


She’d found that men tended to leave her alone if she said she was claimed, like she was an object that someone had already called dibs on. It rankled, but it was better than men continuing to hit on her.


Buzz-cut man, though, wasn’t going to be put off that easily. “I don’t see a ring,” he said. His grin turned to a leer. “Come on, sweetie. I saw how you looked at me. Don’t play dumb with me.”


“I’m taken,” she said more firmly. “You guys have a good night.” She said the words in her coldest tone, and anyone with an ounce of brain cells could tell she was serious.


The buzz-cut man scowled. “Bitch,” he muttered. “You’re not that pretty anyway.”


Emily had heard every insult under the sun. She simply ignored the man, focusing on the new table of customers who were, thankfully, all women.


Later, Emily collected the receipts from the guys’ table, and when she opened them to check for tips, she realized that all four had left her zero tips.

The buzz-cut man’s receipt read, No tips for bitches, on the line for the tip amount. It took her a long moment to read what the man had written, and she was glad nobody was watching her try to read it. That only made things worse.


When Emily finally deciphered what it said, she turned scarlet with anger. She swallowed against sudden tears. It was stupid, letting this get to her.

When Lawrence came out of the kitchen, she forced back the tears. She wouldn’t let guys like that ruin her night.
The rest of the night went smoothly, and although Emily ended the night with less tips than usual, it wasn’t as terrible as she’d been expecting. Lawrence handed her the stack of cash after going through the receipts.


“Here,” he said, handing her an extra twenty-dollar bill. “For those assholes who didn’t tip you.”


“Oh, you don’t have to—”


“No, but I’m going to. You know you can always tell me when guys harass you.”


His probing look made her glance away; she shrugged. “If I came to you every time, you wouldn’t do anything else.”


“Well, that’s what I’m here for.” He patted her shoulder awkwardly.


Emily was on the bus home when her phone rang.

Considering how late it was and that she didn’t recognize the number, she let it go to voicemail.

The same number called her a second time, though, and she picked up with an annoyed, “Hello?”


“Is this Emily Lassiter?”
Emily didn’t recognize the voice on the other end. Was it a bill collector? Her blood froze. Or was it somebody from her apartment, telling her she was getting kicked out? She stuttered out yes and waited for the bad news, never expecting what she’d actually hear.


“This is Officer Monroe at the Multnomah County Detention Center. Your brother has been arrested and is in our custody.”